Years of an Unraveled Curse

I am not... Empty!

Contrary to the popular belief

My soul is no vacuum

Existing in a parralel universe beyond reach

Disdain laid on my shoulders

Unraveled my life

And even Fate pauses with remorse and faulters

Please! Spare me a moment

I have nothing left to atone for

Cracked, beyond broken

Nothing is left of me but fallen

Underneath the wreckage something remains

All but concealed by dark and bitter pain

This is not the work of days

But by years these experiences trail

Unless understanding has been brought to these dying feet of mine

I cannot accept any freedom, I must remain confined

Is there hope forthe hopeless

Or must life crush the weak

I must now confess

I need only to sleep

Truth of Lies

Forsaken, are us

Why even believe there was a way?

Stop! That's enough!

There will never be a way

Led like pigs to the slaughter

Like the dead to his daughter

We are the fallen

Brought down like a vile dog

Like a plague to shake off

We've been forgotten

Do not forget, this is the truth that you will not change!

Or you will be lost in the mists of time, going insane

There is nothing above us, nothing below

It is just us, and we reign supreme

Off the throne these lies have been thrown

And against our own crutch we will lean

We are the master, may you not forget

A Token of Reality

Laughing is but a diversion

From the overwelming depression

That is none other than life

In which we heedlessly strife

Happiness is but a detour

From the dark and lonely downpour

That is our poor existance

Joy is but a trance

Take this as you will, but you shant change my mind

I will hold this still, until the day I die

Sadness opens the eyes so clearly

And brings the truth to light

Fear blind joy, should thee

For that only brings you night

Seeing the Unseen

If the sun produces no light

Why then, do I choose to fight?

Dark tendrels wrappeth themselves around me

But depictions of my imagination, they be

I speaketh from a forgotten soul

Overlooked like a cracked tree's knoll

Regrets flash for split seconds

But sad monotony beats like a drum

My spirit bled dry, my body remains

Don't you cry, you still remain

When I am gone

You will learn this lesson

When I am gone

You will know what must be done

When I am gone

Choice to the Blind

When the outer crust is tough

It is because of you

There's more inside of us

We bled because of you

Sadness ripped the lungs from the living

Malevolent laughter follows the reaping

At the head of this dark chain of events

Is you, but do you know it, yet?

Leading younglings to the slaughter

Just like the pied piper

You murdered them silently

Their existence ends finally

I weep bitterly for you!

But more for the fallen

For they fell because of you

And you don't even know

End this now, before it goes farther!

Take us all, or take yourself

We are here, here we are gathered

This is for you, this is your test

Frequent Happenings

Some day I'll set things straight

I'll burn you to the ground

Meant in the most literal way

I think you should probably run

What the world does, it's disorienting

What the people do, the do it viciously

They don't care who I was

Or what I've come to be

But I know they're end is coming fast

And there is nowhere to flee

I'll laugh, as I bring judgement

I'll smile, knowing the truth

You'll die, slowly with hatred

Fierce pain, all the way through

You've brought this on yourself

This bitter man

You've created this monster

Broken like sand

On the Other Side of the Wall

It's a beautiful thing

On the other side of the wall

Oh, where are you?

Where are you now!

I don't see your damned face within a single mile!

It's all caving

It's all caving in!

And you're not here to bring them back up again!

Why did I trust you?

When you never came back

You're a liar

You stabbed me in my god-forsaken back!

You can't save me, nor can your God!

It's such a beautiful thing

On the other side of the wall

I can't be saved, don't help me now!

It's an amazing thing

On the other side of the wall

It's your time, now!

It's your time to listen

I've heard enough of your blasphemous acts to my name!

Sit down, site down

I said go sit down now!

You must watch your life fall to ruins at my feet!

Reel, reel, reel, reel in pain!

I laugh at your misfortune and what I hate

Where, where, where, where is He now?

You are trapped just like me...

On the other side of this wall!

It's a beautiful, wonderful, horrible thing!

To be here, on this side of the wall!

Trapped, hidden, guarded, forsaken!

Here, on this side of the wall!

Where in the ocean of bitterness we swim

Where food is the ashes of our fellow men

Our fortresses built on bones

And damnation is our throne!